Sometimes.

Sometimes, things don't turn out the way you expect it to. I think it's a case of knowing what would happen, but wanting to believe in something so badly, you begin to see things the way you want them to. Nothing new, people do it time and time again, but it's just plain stupid. You subconsciously set yourself up to disappoint yourself. You lie to yourself, and i can't stand liars. If you can't be honest to yourself, who can you be really honest to?